I made this song as a letter to myself about my estranged relationship with weed. for so long and to this day, weed has always been a very “social” drug but even me being the extrovert I am, it completely grounds me and turns me into an antisocial introvert. it gives me heavy anxiety. and still i continue to smoke. so i ask my myself, i really wish I knew why i was in this minority of people that feels like this. why can’t i just enjoy weed the same way other people do. i don’t even see my friends now.